ever since elementary school, i gave up on trying to believe in god. i haven't even heard of atheist until i was in my first year of middle school, and that was around the same time i told my parents what my beliefs are, or rather my lack of beliefs. my father was actually a bit relieved since he was also an atheist, but my mother was devastated, and blamed my father...even though he had never mentioned what he believed in before this. but from this point to now, my mother has been trying to "save" me, especially these passed few months. she says if i don't convert (to christianity) soon, it will be to late. i know she means well, she only wa